Sunday, July 08, 2007
{ 5:58 AM }
i dont know. i'm forever saying that it wont happen and i'm always waiting for the things that would not happen to happen. i wonder what's wrong with me right now. i'm scared, yet i want to know. there's a debate going on in my head, with contradictions and more contradictions. but i am sure this feeling will be gone very soon. i'm going to work harder, although i'm slacking and using the computer now. hahaas. yesterday was school anniversary. because of this, i had to persuade my mother to go for the morning church. before the thing, i met simin and bi at pp to have lunch. after lunch, we decided to take a taxi because we found out that we were running late. however, the more we panic, the harder for us to find a taxi. in the end, somebody alighted in front of us and tada! we've got a taxi to go to school. luckily we reached there on time, when everyone was walking towards the grass patch beside the audi to take their attendence. the school anniversary was quite boring (as usual). hahaas. but the performances there were awesome. it ended at about six thirty. man..that was a very tiring day because i vomited several times and felt very tired and weak. hahaas. but oh wells, i'm fine now(:
Thursday, July 05, 2007
{ 5:49 AM }
today was such a..i dont know how to describe today. heard something disgusting today, when we talked about it, it led to something else which is even more disgusting. i'm so so so disgusted. people like him deserve that ending you know? hahaas..i got so so affected. when i decided to tell someone about it, the person ignored me. i hate the both of them! throughout the day, i was rather restless. i was quite tired. maybe not quite, but very. hahaas. didnt really feel happy. i also dont understand why. ah, maybe i do. but i've made up my decision to do it. yes. after school mao, simin and me went to cine to watch transformers. that movie is sooooo nice. like the best movie i've ever watched this year(on par with spiderman). hahaas. especially the last part. i was so touched by what the transformer leader said..and bumble bee. i love transformer(: if have the chance, i want to watch it again.